It was around 11 pm when I went to roof of hostel and was around 11:45 pm when I began writing this blog.
i was standing alone in the darkest part of roof, with one leg was on the parapet, listening the soft music of Taylor swift "you belong with me", and had a bowl full of Maggie in my hand , I was looking somewhere distant in the sky. Where? Why? I didn't even know. But I was looking constantly into sky, looking at myriad of blinking stars. Soon, the music player stopped playing with a peep sound and then I realized my presence and asked a normal question to myself, 'what are you doing sanjeev here?' thinking! Is it so? Then why mind is so steady?' realizing this, I felt little bothered. I realized that at that moment, my mind was empty which I never liked. I like thinking so I always go to roof and think deeply about my past, my present and my future. I think about my passion, my family and my surroundings. It gives me a clear idea of my life, my ideas towards life which relieves me. I began thinking. It seemed very awkward writing this that I began thinking. Thinking is a natural thing. Aah! And to my surprise, my mind picked a very unusual thing. "am i going to get 45 marks out 50 tomorrow in LIC subject?" then my mind swayed to new thoughts. "Was I able to respond properly to my entire friend who looked for my help? Was I able to give the best opinion of their solutions?" it again swayed to new thought which bothered me lot. "Am I going to crack CAT?" Soon, a lots of thoughts crawled in mind, a negative thoughts enough to weaken me and little after, I drowned into gloominess.
Now, I had two options: first, I could go down and sleep to remove layer of frustration which surrounded me. Other, i could fight back to my idea and prove myself that whatever I was thinking was wrong.
I jerked and scolded myself for my stupid thinking, walked the little and laughed moderately because laughing gives me energy and make me feel better. I said to something to myself and challenged myself. "Sanjeev, go and sleep. Better idea for you. Your mind has been corrupted and dull like others. If you are smart enough, then fight back!" I always liked challenges and laughed at myself more. Then I positioned myself in a better position and closed my mind for a while and began thinking from beginning. "This is not what you wished! You think what you want in your life.' listen to inner voice and realized what it is saying. I concentrated and restored myself to listen. 'It was saying you are going to get more than 45 in LIC. It was saying you gave your best opinion to your friend. It was saying you will do what you wish." I rejoiced with a new energy. AAH! Maggie over. It was to Time go down.
It is easy to lose yourself in labyrinth of negative thoughts and tough to walk into narrow road of positive thoughts but once you enter into that narrow path of thoughts, soon you will begin to realize that this path is wider, straight, and full of happiness and energy which I always feel. Great happiness lies in realizing dreams. so do whatever keeps you happy, don't care of how silly it is? sing, dance, laugh, study, do whatever which make you smile. say loudly it's my life and i love my life which is full of dreams, happiness and laughs!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
HAPPY TO HELP YOU!
This blog that I am writing because of only one thing which was in my mind for months that I don’t even know.
We are living a life, most fickle and enigmatic thing. It gets tangled whenever we try to correct it resulting in frustration and anger. And after that everything, one by one thing start going against our wish and we break down, emotionally, mentally and physically that leads to aimless and hopeless life which we never intend. Every one of us has a dream which we wish to accomplish but some one of us don’t realize that dream. Why? Problems. Different types of problems which come to across in day to day life. Once Albert Einstein said, “If you don’t face any problems, it means you have not done anything.” I like this and experienced it. So I am writing this blog. There are three types of people in this world. First, one who know what to achieve and how to achieve their dreams and achieve dreams in spite of any problems. Second, one who know his dream and in fact, they act but problems lead them to failure. Third, one never cares for their problems and dreams. I care for second category of people. Let me tell me share one incidence. One year back, I was in a trouble which led me into deep frustrations. I was not able to see my future. I was shattered living a life full of agony. It looked that everything had been destroyed. One thing which I could to see was my aim for life. But I didn’t know at that time how I was going to do this. I might have done something in my life good so that I found a friend who helped me lot. His suggestions, his words removed the layer of illusion which had covered me and he took out me into new world where I saw my way to ambition, where I realized how to achieve my dreams. His support gave me new aspect to live my life and boost my confidence. Now, I am leaving a purposeful life.
That’s correct! We are enshrouded with lots of problems. Problem could be anything like financial problems, family problems, study problems, love problems and many more. We are teenager and for the first time, in this time, our hearts beat for opposite sex. Some are lucky that their love life longs last and but others shatters emotionally after break up and forget that there is another life even after this and lead to very miserable life which they never dream off. Financial problems also make our lead to frustrations. In other words, any types of problem lead to new horizon, horizon of failure. I never wish that what I suffered or I did mistakes in my life, others do the same. I was being helped by someone that realized me that what would happen if I couldn’t get my friend at time what the other thinks same at time of problems.
To help others is one of the noblest works of this world. We all know that we are not born with same fate. That’s why we live different life. In the last few months, I encountered so many problems of my friends and I dealt each problem diligently. My entire friend thanked for my help. But I don’t think that I did something great. I was simply doing what a normal and good person should do. It give me an immense pleasure. I believe that we are most intelligent animal of this world and we must help each other to make this world happier and lovely. When my friends thanked for my help, then I thought to stretch my arm for others. Hello friends, I would like to hear from you and love to help you in the best possible ways. Please help me to assist you. Contact me: sanjeev.ranjan91@gmail.com. Share your problems to me And I will come back to you soon to encourage you and will help you to realize your dream, to explore happiness. I will feel great pleasure for this. thanks.
We are living a life, most fickle and enigmatic thing. It gets tangled whenever we try to correct it resulting in frustration and anger. And after that everything, one by one thing start going against our wish and we break down, emotionally, mentally and physically that leads to aimless and hopeless life which we never intend. Every one of us has a dream which we wish to accomplish but some one of us don’t realize that dream. Why? Problems. Different types of problems which come to across in day to day life. Once Albert Einstein said, “If you don’t face any problems, it means you have not done anything.” I like this and experienced it. So I am writing this blog. There are three types of people in this world. First, one who know what to achieve and how to achieve their dreams and achieve dreams in spite of any problems. Second, one who know his dream and in fact, they act but problems lead them to failure. Third, one never cares for their problems and dreams. I care for second category of people. Let me tell me share one incidence. One year back, I was in a trouble which led me into deep frustrations. I was not able to see my future. I was shattered living a life full of agony. It looked that everything had been destroyed. One thing which I could to see was my aim for life. But I didn’t know at that time how I was going to do this. I might have done something in my life good so that I found a friend who helped me lot. His suggestions, his words removed the layer of illusion which had covered me and he took out me into new world where I saw my way to ambition, where I realized how to achieve my dreams. His support gave me new aspect to live my life and boost my confidence. Now, I am leaving a purposeful life.
That’s correct! We are enshrouded with lots of problems. Problem could be anything like financial problems, family problems, study problems, love problems and many more. We are teenager and for the first time, in this time, our hearts beat for opposite sex. Some are lucky that their love life longs last and but others shatters emotionally after break up and forget that there is another life even after this and lead to very miserable life which they never dream off. Financial problems also make our lead to frustrations. In other words, any types of problem lead to new horizon, horizon of failure. I never wish that what I suffered or I did mistakes in my life, others do the same. I was being helped by someone that realized me that what would happen if I couldn’t get my friend at time what the other thinks same at time of problems.
To help others is one of the noblest works of this world. We all know that we are not born with same fate. That’s why we live different life. In the last few months, I encountered so many problems of my friends and I dealt each problem diligently. My entire friend thanked for my help. But I don’t think that I did something great. I was simply doing what a normal and good person should do. It give me an immense pleasure. I believe that we are most intelligent animal of this world and we must help each other to make this world happier and lovely. When my friends thanked for my help, then I thought to stretch my arm for others. Hello friends, I would like to hear from you and love to help you in the best possible ways. Please help me to assist you. Contact me: sanjeev.ranjan91@gmail.com. Share your problems to me And I will come back to you soon to encourage you and will help you to realize your dream, to explore happiness. I will feel great pleasure for this. thanks.
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